get escape
Thursday, August 31st, 2006luv to goin’ somewhere…
luv to get escape…
bali…?
no thanks…
bali is not enough…
I wanna go somewhere else
place that I never know before…
place where I can scream and cry, comfortably…
Archive for August, 2006
between my trust and suspicious
Thursday, August 17th, 2006Here I am
in a place without anyone, which I can believe
even someone which I think I know well
life is like a diamond,
you can’t see both side,
it’s maybe different from the other side
and you can’t trust one of them
and now
I have to face my biggest fear
fear of hateness
fear of being someone
someone wich I think I know well
The trusts are fade away
fear and suspiciousness are getting strong
Can I survive?
Whutta day
Wednesday, August 9th, 2006ketik…
salah?! formatnya hrsnya kyk gimana? lihat referensinya…
referensinya ga ada?! haduh…
ya udah.. ketik aja… yang penting contentnya…
telpon… cek contentnya… contentnya bener…
ya udah… ketik aja lagi…
Apa?!
mestinya ga kayak gini?!
emang nya kayak gimana?
aduh pusing, jadi harus nurut siapa?
telpon lagi…. ga diangkat… aduh…
redial… ga diangkat lagi….
ah udah… putusin sendiri… ud gede… masa nyelesein gt aja ga bisa…
aduh… gimana nih.. bener gak ya?
ragu2… telpon lagi aja deh…
HHHH… kenapa juga mesti serame ini, padahal kan gw mau nelpon…
ya udah… ke line yg lain aja.. kali aja sepi…
pencet nomornya…… masih nada panggil… tunggu…
ga diangkat… ya udah gapapa….
telpon lagi aja… sabar… (seolah ada yg bisikin kata itu berkali-kali dikuping gw)
ah.. ga diangkat juga… sms aja deh… mudah2an aja jawabnya ga lama…
balik lagi ke depan komputer… bengong…. mestinya gimana??
Gw tau… bikin 2 versi… jadi nanti bisa milih…
oke… coba aja dulu…
aduh… ga bisa… ga lengkap… ga mungkin
ya udah yang ini aja… kan alesannya jelas…
ada yg geter… kaget…dikirain apaan…
ah… smsnya dijawab… tuh kan… yang ini yg bener…
telpon aja deh… biar yakin…
Aaaaahhhh… akhirnya… orang udah bener kok… knapa mesti ragu tadi…
knapa mesti terpengaruh omongan orang… knapa ga yakin sama diri sendiri…
liat lagi ketikannya…. bikin lampirannya… print!
SHIT!!!
salah kertas… how come?!!!
ceroboh sekali…. kenapa hari ini ga ada yang bisa beres skali jadi… knapa harus berkali2 ngeprint?!
ah…. coba lagi….
udah…. tinggal lampirannya…
SHIT!!!
beda kertas… A4 kok malah quarto… tapi ga da A4nya…
eh, ada diruangan yg lain…. ah… untung blum ditutup…
print lagi… nah… jadi…
tunggu… ada yg aneh ga ya?
ga da… ya sudah pasrah aja…
Siiippp!!! ud ditanda tangan… stepler… slesai…
taruh diruangannya…
akhirnya… slese…
when everybody had left, there is only me and my tears…
a nice and worm touch in my shoulder… make me realize, that today is not the worst day…. there are tomorows… that I never know…
all that I need is someone wishpering at me "be patient…"
you make my world so colorful
Saturday, August 5th, 2006you make my world so colorful
morning sun shines in our room
Now that gloom will back in 2.
auntumn start just ‘day with a smile and last on my beautful love one
whose lying besides me
you’re so far away in your sleep
who can tell what dream you may dream
you dont know that i was drawing with my finger on your sweet young face.
makes a meaning words
you make my world so colorful … I’ve
never had it to good
my love, I.. thank you for all the love u gave… to me…
like a summer rises up
like a grow you bring me near
and i kiss ur lips so sweet
soft like a rain and
gentle like a morning dew in may
