Bintang Kejora

A dancing little girl..

At the park..

She swing her skirt And laugh..

Ask me whether she allowed having another ice cream…

As I looked around.. And ask someone who’s silently read his book, his agreement to let his daughter to have more then one ice cream..

He took the book, down to his lap and say "If it’s okay for you dear.."

HHHH… if this little girl going to haves another Ice cream, then his twin brother are just the same…

Then I took my purse, call my son and walk to the ice cream shop near the park…

I will get another double chocolate and Oreo Ice cream, for me and someone who’s silently read his book…

For all the memories that we had at the

Pisa

Ice Cream…

It happens right in front of my eyes
when Ricky tries to pull the money from my right hand, blow his hand, and
Voila! The money had changed…

Then I realize, it’s been so long since the last time I see magic trick right
in front of my eyes. It had been so long since that time when I saw magician in
local circus from Taman Safari, that came to my hometown… Something that makes
me had a little dream to live from one town to another as a circus role
player.. or even a gipsy!

This night, that dreams come to me… with Ricky magic hand trick…

Me : So.. is there any reason to keep my number as the only phone number in your wallet, instead of other?

Him : What should I say, your phone number is the only phone number that I need in my live, dear..

There’s time, I’ll clean up all of this thing

The gold chain that tide me this time around

There’s time, I’ll run my life

With my own authority

There’s  time, the new
era, I’ll know

The day where I turn over and lough after you

There’s a time, we’ll meet again

When you’re not recognizing me and I don’t even care

Watch it with your own eyes

I can make it sure, you’ll

Stop noding your head

Stop build the big wall upon you

You’ll realize that your not a superstar

You can never hold back spring
You can be sure that I will never stop believing
The blushing rose will climb
Spring ahead or fall behind
Winter dreams the same dream
Every time…

You can never hold back spring
Even though you’ve lost your way
The world keeps dreaming of spring

So close your eyes
Open you heart
To one who’s dreaming of you
You can never hold back spring
Baby

You Can Never Hold That Spring-Tom Waits

from: La Tigre e la Neve

when the time sometime run fast and craddle slow..
when there’s not enough space for your reference book
and when there’s not enough time to read it..
when so many people lookin for you, becouse of the simple matters
when sleep is always begun at 3 in the morning and end at 6
when so many dirty laundry to finish..
when so many things in your room to clean..
when so many essay that you should finish..
when there is final exam to be done..
when so many complain from your parents, for not being home in the weekend

Yes… ladies and gentleman… thats my situation  knowadays..

and what I need is just a simply tolerant, for not be smilin’ in front of you all…
just becouse I have my right on it!!

Dear my friend,

I know, thing are
not the same again between us

but please let me
tell you few thing,

 that I know bout your misery

 that close is not about the distance

 that conflicts are normal

 that difference is path to the
adolesence

 that problems are often overwhelmed

 that life is not only improving
yourself to other

  but improving yourself for others

 that nothing to worried, ’bout the make-up on your face, though u’r
not under the spotlight

 that honesty and trust are often
backstabbed…

 and it’s hurt to be the one with.

lovely corner, 16 Februari 2007

so….

you call me "dear my lovely wife" today…

thank you, for responsing my mail

making me laugh

the book

your soft touch in my wet cheek, when I cry

the strong reason to order dark chocolate and oreo ice cream in a big cup

and the reason to finish it, before melt down

your comfy chair, while you out

everything that heal me up, when im down…

keep dancing in my mind….

keep dancing in my dream…

wait for me… till I come…